4 and a half months!

Bath Time!!!

SHE DID IT!!!

I finally got it on tape! She is doing it all the time now! She doesn't really like bellytime but we do it everyday... She is so strong!!!

Done!

Well I gave it one more shot and thought it was going great but this past Sunday little miss Bryn had blood in her stool again. I called the dr and he told me to put her back on formula again for another week and then try again. My poor baby girl is back in pain and I just cant keep going back and forth. So I decided to put her back on formula (liquid gold) and just keep her on it. She is starting to feel better and I feel really good about my decision. I feel I tried my best and gave it my all. But I cant help feeling really sad about it. I so much wanted to give her breast milk but it just didn't work out.

She is seven weeks old and she is growing like a flower. Yesterday I had her on her belly and she rolled over. I was taping it but I got so excited I dropped my phone. I never thought that her rolling over could be such a exciting time for me. Then today I put her in her bumbo seat and she was holding her head up like a champ! She is so strong just like her mommy! This Sunday is Mothers day and im so excited to spend the day with my mom and my precious daughter!

Formula be gone!! Now sleeping issues!!

Yesterday was the first day back on breastmilk!!! Im so happy to be able to give my little one the best i can give her. It was a little difficult because switching her from formula back to breastmilk the consistency is very different but she got the hang of it. The diet im on isnt as bad as i thought it would be. Only bummer is going out to eat is impossible! But all in all it is definitely worth it!

Now she is having a hard time sleeping with out laying on mommy and daddy. For the past few weeks she has had a tummy ache so i made the mistake on letting her sleep on me. Now she wont sleep in her swing, crib or on her back. WHAT TO DO? Ive been trying everything under the sun. If anybody has advice i would appreciate it. I feel bad i put her in a bad habit. I was always the one saying oh my child wont sleep with me. But it happened and i need to fix it quick before it really gets out of hand.

Milk and Soy Allergy!

This is something i really didn't expect. When you think u are giving your child the best by breastfeeding then this pops up. So Bryn was starting to become really fussy and acting like she was in pain while she ate. I had her 1 month check up and described it to the dr. He suggest that it was just acid reflux so he put her on zantac. He also gave me some warning signs to look out for. So i started her on zantac and really didn't see a change but started to notice her poop was changing into a very snotty consistency also she was getting a rash on her face that was spreading to her ear and chest. I called the drs office Monday night and they told me to drop off a diaper Tuesday. I did when Robert got home and the dr tested the diaper and it was positive for milk and soy allergy. I was so upset! All the hard work and tears i went through and my milk was not the right thing for her. The dr told me I had to put her on formula for a week. He also told me that he would like if i went on a soy and diary free diet. He told that it wouldn't be easy and it would take a lot on dedication. But once I saw the price of the formula I told myself that it was worth it for my little girl. I just want what is best for her and i know in my heart that this is it. My loving husband told me that he would do it too. He is the best support I have and i couldn't do with out him. My journey begins Wish Me Luck because our family will need it!

Photo Shoot!

Wow this shoot was so much fun! She was a joy but she did get angry through some of the pics... This is the same photographer that did our wedding and maternity pics. He did such a great job with her. She is a natural!







This is one of my favorite pics! Rob was just trying to calm her down and Kurt just snapped the picture! I love it!!!! O yeah the one in the header is her favorite face she is so funny!